can i be mariah carey for a moment? can i post to my website in a moment of personal crisis shortly before being shipped off to rehab and releasing a shitty album?
i'm not attractive. i possess no social skills. i specialize only in alienating people. i have a modicum of talent which has gone wasted, which is actually a much sadder prospect than had i no talent at all. i am selfish. i do not know how to share. i do not know how to include. i do not know how to reach out. i am nervous and obvious around people from whom i want something. i find it extremely difficult to be honest. not that i lie, but that i find it very difficult to be upfront about the complete truth. to be free. to not care. to be a participant in life. to play. to laugh from a deep, real place. is this because i am an only child or is it because i am intrinsically assholish?
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i'm not attractive. i possess no social skills. i specialize only in alienating people. i have a modicum of talent which has gone wasted, which is actually a much sadder prospect than had i no talent at all. i am selfish. i do not know how to share. i do not know how to include. i do not know how to reach out. i am nervous and obvious around people from whom i want something. i find it extremely difficult to be honest. not that i lie, but that i find it very difficult to be upfront about the complete truth. to be free. to not care. to be a participant in life. to play. to laugh from a deep, real place. is this because i am an only child or is it because i am intrinsically assholish?
blah.
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